My Journal by Harriman Nelson- Lean on Me

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My Journal

By Harriman Nelson

56

 

“Are you sure, sir?” Ames asked via my cabin’s phone. I knew it was early in California. NIMR Security had called his home number, but I doubted if his questioning my request was due to grogginess.

“I’m sure. Have the lawyers draft the proper form, and you fax it to me here aboard Seaview.”

“Does Lee know about this?”

“Just do it! And no. He doesn't know bout it,” I sighed. “But it’s the only way I know of that will prove to him that I want what he wants even if I don’t want it.”

“Sir, I don’t know exactly what happened between you, but I can’t believe that Lee would want this.”

“I know what I’m doing, Ames. Nelson out,” I said firmly, ended the call, and informed Sparks to expect a fax from NIMR.

 

I wondered where Lee was, as I leaned back in my chair. Sailing to Sicily hadn’t been part of his original plans. He might even have changed his mind about rejoining the tour group at all. For a moment I envisioned Lee and Joe, along with Melina and the nun riding in a hay wagon drawn by donkeys, their bare feet dangling in the breeze, drinking the local Sangria from a shared bottle, (except, of course, for the nun). Such creatures are above such things…. Oh, Harriman, get a grip, I told myself and forced myself back to real life.

 

I can only hope that they will attend the planned meeting at the Madrid Museum. By then the museum’s curator will have received my signed form, with instructions to  present it to Lee as a fait’ accompli. A form that, once signed by him, will dissolve his adoption as my son.

 

I have no doubt that he’ll sign it with a flourish; probably relieved. Then it will be all over.

All over. Oh, God.

 

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